...ELEGANCE IS MY NAME

sharmela
sharme * sharm
09071986
cancer
music * dance * movies * books * frendz

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currently, crazy abt
wentworth miller
from prison break!!
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sharmgal@hotmail.com

...MY PALS

ARCHTOMATO
CINDY
CHIU RU
FATHIMA
JAMIE
KENNY
LAVANYA
LEENA
MEIFONG
NAZREEN
PRIVINA
SAIFUL
XIU YAN
YI HENG


...HISTORY

  • July 2005
  • August 2005
  • September 2005
  • October 2005
  • November 2005
  • December 2005
  • January 2006
  • February 2006
  • March 2006
  • April 2006
  • May 2006
  • June 2006
  • July 2006
  • August 2006
  • September 2006
  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • January 2007
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • September 2007
  • November 2007

    •

    ...CRACK THE CODE

    Monday, April 10

    SOBZz SOBz

    OMG...

    i've quit!!

    tis is bad... very bad...

    i tot i cud do it... i had the confidence...

    but...

    man...

    i was improvin... day by day...

    evryday was a new experience,
    evryday, i learnt something new...

    I LOVE the PEEPs dere...

    they are a wonderful bunch of ppl..

    so lively.. so cheerful.. so encouragin..

    but i guess i'm not suited for tis job..

    i feel at home, whenevr i'm in office..

    but the actual job itself.. my... MY...

    i honestly dun like it..

    4 Days is enuff for me..

    i've had it. with so many diff kinds of ppl..

    initially, yeah.. i did like the idea of a new workin style & environment..

    but, now... guess i'm not up to it..

    i cant live ma life raisin funds evry other day..
    i've talked to more ppl than i tot i wud or i cud..
    dere is a certain level & i tink i've reached it..
    talkin to strangers isnt so much fun afterall.....

    i come bak home later evryday...
    i'm very tired to do anything else..
    i cant even read...
    i'm simply too tired...
    i slp throughout the nite, without wakin up, not even once...
    but it's like i do not hv enuff slp...
    i wake up feelin very tired..
    tis is not a gud sign..
    yeah, it's true tat i'm not used to the workin style..
    but i dun tink i can go on like tis...

    i also feel tat i'm wastin ma time..
    tis job. . . .
    i hv the freedom to work on ma own pace..
    no pressure applied. .
    but..
    it's ma responsibility to make sure tat i do some work. .
    which is to talk to ppl, convince them & make them donate.
    it's not very tough. .
    it's not very easy either. .
    but just tink. . .
    how many times hv u come across tis kinda ppl??
    how many times hv u actually donated outa ur own will??
    do u tink u're obliged to do so??
    how many times hv u cursed them for wastin ur time or disturbin ur tots??

    haiz...
    it's a sad ting...
    i dun exactly knw hw to describe my feelings at tis very moment.
    though it was only for 4 days...
    i'm gonna miss some ppl..
    especially ma buddy/leader -> Yukina.
    she has reli helped me alot...
    again, although it was only 4 days...
    she has made a difference in ma life..

    haiz... dunno wat to say alrdy..
    hopefully, i can get another job soon...
    wish me luck!!

    take care ppl...

    17:30
    In a world of ma own ;

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