...ELEGANCE IS MY NAME

sharmela
sharme * sharm
09071986
cancer
music * dance * movies * books * frendz

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currently, crazy abt
wentworth miller
from prison break!!
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sharmgal@hotmail.com

...MY PALS

ARCHTOMATO
CINDY
CHIU RU
FATHIMA
JAMIE
KENNY
LAVANYA
LEENA
MEIFONG
NAZREEN
PRIVINA
SAIFUL
XIU YAN
YI HENG


...HISTORY

  • July 2005
  • August 2005
  • September 2005
  • October 2005
  • November 2005
  • December 2005
  • January 2006
  • February 2006
  • March 2006
  • April 2006
  • May 2006
  • June 2006
  • July 2006
  • August 2006
  • September 2006
  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • January 2007
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • September 2007
  • November 2007



  • ...CRACK THE CODE

    Thursday, April 13

    oh... wat the heck...

    i went to collect ma pay yday..
    i tot i cud face them..
    & tell them i wanna quit face to face..
    though i did expect them to talk me out..
    i dint expect me to say wat i did...

    i was so confused.
    i dint knw wat i wanted.
    i dint knw wat to do.
    they told me to give it another try..
    they said i hvnt even gone thru the 'real thing' yet..
    i dunno wat they mean by tat..
    but i can truly see tat they wud like me to go bak..

    Lee [ma boss] was busy & wudnt be bak til 3+..
    so Tommy & Gavien [managers] told me to go for a walk,
    think abt wat i wanted & then return at 3 to collect ma pay..
    so i left the office & went for a walk..
    i called ma mum..
    told her evrything.
    asked her wat to do..
    she said "u decide wat to do la.. u shud knw urself"..
    she gave me total freedom to decide..
    but i was totally confused.
    i dint knw if i wanted to go bak dere..
    so instead of goin bak to office, i came bak home..

    i called ma buddy Yukina.
    told her evrything & asked her wat i can do..
    she definitely wanted to work with me again..
    but she wasnt bias..
    she talked both ways..
    & finally said it was all up to me..

    so i decided.
    i'll go bak, as a part-timer.
    i'll be workin on mon, wed & fri.
    tis way, i wont be too tired as i hv a day to rest in btw..
    i can do ma other stuff on tues & thurs..
    or even look for another job durin tat time..
    tis was wat Tommy said also..
    i'm happy abt the decision i've made.
    hafta see wat happens..

    so, i'll be startin work on mon..
    when i told ma boss abt ma decision,
    he too, was happy i made such a decision..
    honestly, i've nvr seen these kinda ppl...
    they're juz so cool & take evrything easily..
    i think i've so much more to learn frm them..

    before i go, i hope evrything goes on well..
    i wish maself all the best..

    take care ppl.

    21:32
    In a world of ma own ;


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