i went to collect ma pay yday..
i tot i cud face them..
& tell them i wanna quit face to face..
though i did expect them to talk me out..
i dint expect me to say wat i did...
i was so confused.
i dint knw wat i wanted.
i dint knw wat to do.
they told me to give it another try..
they said i hvnt even gone thru the 'real thing' yet..
i dunno wat they mean by tat..
but i can truly see tat they wud like me to go bak..
Lee [ma boss] was busy & wudnt be bak til 3+..
so Tommy & Gavien [managers] told me to go for a walk,
think abt wat i wanted & then return at 3 to collect ma pay..
so i left the office & went for a walk..
i called ma mum..
told her evrything.
asked her wat to do..
she said "u decide wat to do la.. u shud knw urself"..
she gave me total freedom to decide..
but i was totally confused.
i dint knw if i wanted to go bak dere..
so instead of goin bak to office, i came bak home..
i called ma buddy Yukina.
told her evrything & asked her wat i can do..
she definitely wanted to work with me again..
but she wasnt bias..
she talked both ways..
& finally said it was all up to me..
so i decided.
i'll go bak, as a part-timer.
i'll be workin on mon, wed & fri.
tis way, i wont be too tired as i hv a day to rest in btw..
i can do ma other stuff on tues & thurs..
or even look for another job durin tat time..
tis was wat Tommy said also..
i'm happy abt the decision i've made.
hafta see wat happens..
so, i'll be startin work on mon..
when i told ma boss abt ma decision,
he too, was happy i made such a decision..
honestly, i've nvr seen these kinda ppl...
they're juz so cool & take evrything easily..
i think i've so much more to learn frm them..
before i go, i hope evrything goes on well..
i wish maself all the best..
take care ppl.