...ELEGANCE IS MY NAME

sharmela
sharme * sharm
09071986
cancer
music * dance * movies * books * frendz

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currently, crazy abt
wentworth miller
from prison break!!
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sharmgal@hotmail.com

...MY PALS

ARCHTOMATO
CINDY
CHIU RU
FATHIMA
JAMIE
KENNY
LAVANYA
LEENA
MEIFONG
NAZREEN
PRIVINA
SAIFUL
XIU YAN
YI HENG


...HISTORY

  • July 2005
  • August 2005
  • September 2005
  • October 2005
  • November 2005
  • December 2005
  • January 2006
  • February 2006
  • March 2006
  • April 2006
  • May 2006
  • June 2006
  • July 2006
  • August 2006
  • September 2006
  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • January 2007
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • September 2007
  • November 2007



  • ...CRACK THE CODE

    Sunday, October 9

    TRUST

    when the trust is no longer there..
    it's tough to continue the relationship..
    no matter wat relationship..
    friendship,
    love,
    btw familly members,
    btw colleagues,
    btw buyer & seller,
    btw whoevr..
    when the trust is broken..
    nth can be bak to normal..
    it will nvr be the same..



    i dun trust ppl so easily..
    i dunno why..
    but it's juz so tough..
    it's not ma fault..
    not evryone is trustworthy..
    at some point of ur life journey..
    there bound to be sum ppl
    to break the trust u had in them..
    u cant say where they will come frm..
    they may be the ppl u had so much trust in..
    they may be the ppl who u hv lived wit for so long..
    they may be the ppl who u tot will be wit u,
    for the rest of ur eternal life..



    when he/she breaks the trust..
    u'll be at ur worst..
    i was at ma worst..
    i had trusted a few ppl in ma life..
    apart frm ma family..
    i had onli a few gud, close frenz..
    of which i had so much trust in..
    one of them believes tat i betrayed her..
    the other played wit the trust i had in him..
    now i onli hv one fren..
    ma one & onli dear fren..
    i believe will nvr evr break the trust i hv in her..
    nvr will betray me,
    nvr will suspect me..



    i dunno wats happenin..
    i'm so weak..
    evrytime sth happens..
    sth bad..
    sth hurtin..
    i'm gettin more & more weaker..
    i'm losin ma strength..
    pretendin to be strong..
    ppl say i'm fierce-looking,
    strict, stern..
    they dun see the real me..
    they dun see the soft me..
    it's very painful..
    over & over again..



    haiz.. can go on & on..
    but will stop here..
    words are not enuff to express evryting..

    21:16
    In a world of ma own ;


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